Blog Every Day in May Challenge- Day 7
Certainly not roller coasters (the faster the better) or heights; I cried once for not being old enough yet to bungee jump when my dad went! They did let me ride in the cage up to the top of the crane and watch him jump.
Not spiders, though I dislike them in the house, they don’t scare me.
I’ve never liked horror movies. I do love suspense and don’t mind a good thriller or mystery, but I hate gore, evil demons, and such. I still have nightmares from watching ‘I am Legend’ a few years ago! But is that really my worst fear? I think if I’m truly honest with myself the thing I’m most terrified of is:
I’ve never really enjoyed being by myself. Some people revel in it! It is nice to have some time to myself to think, relax, draw, write, or just do nothing, but I’ve never liked being completely alone. Perhaps this is because I come from a big family and never had my own room. I’ve always been used to noise, sibling coming in and bugging me, someone to talk to at night.
When I was younger I liked to draw and listen to music in my room, but I always felt nervous and jumpy when no one else was in the house. I would hear or imagine noises. I would feel the need to be quiet even though there was no one to listen. Strange, but that’s just how I was. And still am, though I don’t like to admit it. I like to be surrounded by family.